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18 Aug 2006   09:05:55 am
Fading Away
I'm dreaming again
that I'm here..in my skin
right now...here.

Last night I dreamed
lots of dreams....another life
at night

Which dream do I prefer?
I think the dreams at night
the ones I cannot remember
the moment I wake up..

Now this day...dream
this one I remember longer
till it too fades...away..

it all fades away
dosent it?
Like I will..in this day dream
i dream each day...

faded away, just like that
no question, no uproar
we all know it comes to that,,

So, today, as I dream
it really dosent matter
what i do or say or feel
it all just....fades away..

So, today, right now
i promise to be outrageous
full of fun and youthful promises
I keep alive and well....because
you see...it all just fades away..anyway..

So, the troubles and cares of every day
they too just fade away..like me and you..
will fade away...fade away...
And so, hello trobles and cares today that come
welcome...and stay...to fade away...

I'll laugh at troubles that fade away
I'm smile at thrills today that come today
All this, and that...will fade away...

So fade away I say to all and everything
I say it now, why wait to see..it fade away
because, dear friend, we shall not see
the fading away..we shall not be here..
at the fading away...

Like everything I knew
like everthing I did..
already faded away...

Am I still here?
with all thats faded away?
Whats left to fade?
What is this... commentator
that speaks of fading away
as it fades away..
.when fading comes
to take it all away...

Yet, the ones who loved me
hated me...remember me yet
till their fading comes...
and all...is faded away....
Category : Existence | Posted By : Stanley | Comments[377] | Trackbacks [0]
18 Aug 2006   04:37:49 am
What is this thing called I?
Strange fires with
burning in my brain
my bones...
my breath...

Who is this, who speaks
these words..
Hummmm? Who goes within
that makes my days and speaks my words

Strange the fires
burning inside..

Flames licking, speaking..
laughing now and crying next..
strange..these fires
I call my name..

Someone...something
using my lips
listening to your lips
whispering lies and truths there too
Hiding inside...speaking out loud
so I can hear them too..like you..

two of us, every time
speaking words we dont command..
like dummys on strings...
sung and danced utterly
with no author
and no power to stop the flow
of what we cannot know...

speech....ideas....thoughts
all original...and not with us

strange the fires
that burn within....

Stranger too..am I
to me...

i cannot see me
dont you see?

I dont even know
my true name....
or if I have a name...
or if I am..I.
Category : Love | Posted By : Stanley | Comments[380] | Trackbacks [0]
18 Aug 2006   04:36:46 am
Stunned!
Stunned i was
when i saw you there
leaning against the wall..

You were drinking me..
I felt my body tasted..
by you...

Your scent came to me
scented with the lips
you drank me with...

A meal prepared, tasted...consumed
fires burned my flesh
you...burned me...hungry...
medium rare...you served me up..

Diminished...I could not wait
ravished...swallowed whole...helpless..
a crime...committed...like love does...
Category : Love | Posted By : Stanley | Comments[346] | Trackbacks [0]
 
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