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27 May 2009   01:52:52 am
The Casting Net
The Casting Net

I cannot see that the fish
Returned to my casting net..
Came to my casting Call..

When again, I cast my dark net
A weave of doubt...of pain..of loss
Of Blame...

And I wonder...why..came these fish
Calling to my table?

The Mind, a shadow empire
dry, parched..full of fear..

Waiting for the Light
That by my Child's Faith..
Remembered..

Who could know..
That by my Child's LIght..
I could live the world..
I dreamed of...

Who could tell us..
But our willful Self..
It's bitter fruit..
Reaped by bitter seeds..
Cast into the Minutes..
Of our Days...our Nights.

Then, now..Child within..
Teach me...reveal to me..
Wonder and Kindness Plenty
To My Starving Heart..

Let, then, my Tears heal my Lessons.
Pray, let blame rest awhile..
In the House that Grace..
Has filled with Forgiveness...

I know, at Last..I cannot forgive..
I don't know how...
Show me Lord..
Please..show me..

For I am tired...
And twisted by Knowing..
By Defending...In this house
I built of Will..of Fault..of Blame..

I have shut friends out..
With my Righteous...I am Right...

Everyone I banished...some part of me..
Lost...Lost...For with them..
My faith...my Trushing
Child's Heart..
I, too ...banished..
Till, Rememberance
Brought Me Home...

Water, Then my Remaining Days..
A new garden..with my plentiful tears
Never shed...for thee..and me...
For thee...and Me...

By its bounty...I shall eat..and sup
And share my Cup with Thee..
For none other..can enter..
Without..the Other..

Let, then me burn with New Lights..
Show me the way..Remembering Knows..
And I forgot...

I shall Sing..everywhere..
While..yet I can..

And, when I do not..
Pray for me...and Thee

That my Child's Faith.
Returns...and Soon...
And, Soon....

S. Alari
April 3, 2002
Category : The joke of control | Posted By : Stanley | Comments[136] | Trackbacks [0]
18 Sep 2006   05:19:11 am
Revelation
I see a leaf fall
revelation
The wind blows in my face
Revelation
The everyday experience
Revelation

How is it, I miss all the Revelations?

Am I so much a part of it
That I miss..the Revelation of it?

Must I have only understood
In the dream I had last night about..
Revelation?

Last night I did understand
that in each moments happpening'
there is a Revelation..

I understood that last night
I felt it...a real feeling ..last night
in my dream.

today, now, as I sit here
I'm awaiting the Revelation
and I'm missing it.

Maybe later today...I'll get it..
The Revelation..

What do you think?
Are you getting it..The Revelation?
Category : The joke of control | Posted By : Stanley | Comments[372] | Trackbacks [0]
 
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